is me again!!
result come out...huu~
finally it is out of my expectation..
for me and myself..not bad not bad!!!
he said fail is fail...
i dont understand why he have no support..
he have no caring..
and only judge on me..
pity am i??
=') <<<this is the icon when i smile but cry...
just wanto make myself strong..

he ask me to eat instant mee..ridiculous right??
i not yet recover...and he ask me eat that oh so HEALTHY food...
wow~
i am not to complaint...
i love him...

but he dont even agree with what i did...what i talk...
everytime i tell him my secret..what i sad?when i am happy...
at last wil get scold???!!!!!
hmm...
and just as usual my tears was accompany me always...

p/s..my dear can you please concern me?concentrate abt me?hug me without reason..??
hard right??

大方的说爱 那该有多好 =’））

ANGEL

he has gone....far far away...
i do cry and hope he will be here...but its all impossible..
my little angel where are you?do you miss ME?
i miss youuuuu~~~

the moon are so big...
its light pour on face..i think he will always be with me..
looking for me...will him come back for next time?when i could have it....
god bless my little angel will always be good..



hmm...about relationship...
its only exist among us...
debtor and creditor..funny and ridiculous..
i dont wanto have more with her...
i appreciate her helps...
but enough only in that relationship...
i scare happens upset matter..
so i better far away and shooo away from her...
i think this is the best way for both of us...

and i am veryyyy poor now!!!!!!
let my dear kena toto 4D 6D please......=))

you cant imagine where am i and what am i doing now..
guess.....
guess........
guess...........




dang dang!!!!in TOILET and seeking for INSPIRATION!!!!!
hahahahahahah!!!!am i dirty.....no!only the hole...hahahaha =))) am damn naughty...
today raining non stop...cold~~~
worries keep distracting me recently........='((
my heart is chilling....no bodies care...no bodies worry...
i face myself.....i cry ownself....
if these thing happens on HER..
i think THEY will goes toward her...
but they will not care about me since i am now facing a big trouble...sigh....
as what we say....same people different treaten..

i wanto date someone to console me....
talk with me.....
shop with me.....
but as usual......have no human being bother me.....
but when they bored....they need me....
huuuuu~this is what so called F.R.I.E.N.D.S........
is sad right....
by the way....i had usual that be alone....
i know everybody got their own problem...i understand....
the only little hope....
put abit concentration on me???

what happen on future...
yea~i hope i wish i bless it will become better for everybody...

exam time!!!!

BI IOM ITS FOA MACRO..
why five of me wanto know me as well..
i am frustrated because of you all!!!!!!

i scare i cant score..
i scare i am wasting time to study this course..
i scare i am wasting money to keep resit and resit..
i am not that strong..
am insomia because of those worries >^<

its all my fault..i am playful all the time..
didnt concentrate on lecture and tutorial class..
am now studying ITS ..
am weak in computer studies..
am memorising...
i hope god will bless me this dumb dumb and lazy student..
i am trying my best..
=)

new year~

we went to sg wang count down
oh gosh..what a terrible place..
all the snow spray tin been throwing all the way!!!
and my hair...those jerk simply spray on those ppl they dont know..include me..
but i think they for fun =)
yea..and also..finally i knew that he was a caring person..
he hug me all the way
protect me from those dumbness spray on me..
yea i feel he do..
i cant sleep tonight...am insomia without his hug and bed..
altot there are only a small bed for us..and even not enough for us..
i felt guilty because i make him cant sleep well...i do cry and pray for him..\\
and i do kiss him on midnight..
i think is truely he touch my face and kiss me at the midnight..
sweet right..
he promised .............

dumb dumb his ex calling..he scold me say i giving him trouble..oh gosh!!!
seem like my fault!!!hatedie her!
but actually i knew and i do felt her..she is sad..
what can do..i dont want her to destroy us...

my christmas and new year..

很快的2010年要过了。。
还有三天吧。。
不晓得未来会怎样。。

爱人~
我们也两年了。。不知道你的感想是什么？
你知道吗。。我还是很爱你。。
风雨不改的每天爱着你。。
那天我们吵架了。。才明白原来我真的舍不得放手。。
我真的害怕你家人不喜欢我而我们被逼分开。。
也害怕你去新加玻。。好痛苦。。
但我知道对你好。。>.<
你有想过永远吗？
明年你还会爱我吗？
我会爱你~

家人~
对不起。。我的脾气不好。。令你们伤心。。
有时还说了伤人的话。。
但你们知道吗。。我好爱我的家。。
一个有你们才完整的家。。
我好爱你们。。虽然我表现的不是。。
谢谢你们。。希望2011年我们更团结。。

朋友~
我有吗？
每次都和朋友们吵架。。
我在想其实是我的问题吗？
我说话容易伤人。。
我口口声声说我不管了。。不在乎了。。
但其实是吗？
我哭了。。因为我不舍得。。
你们都觉得我错吧？
希望明年我们会更好。。
如果没能和好。。我会祈祷你们过得好~

='(

I am moody now..
He told me he is going to malacca tomorrow..
I said i dont like you with HER!!!!!
but as you said right..
I have to tell you everything..but you listen or not is another matter..
wow~what a selfish guy..>.<
arghhhhhh!!!!!!
He will not understand larh...
He ask me to on msn..
but I refuse to on..
I know he will chat with the OCTOPUS lerh..
what for I keep waiting for his reply?????